I like to take systems apart and ask why they were built that way.

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I grew up in the Bay Area, lived in China on a Fulbright, and now call Zürich home. Along the way I've worked at Google, co-founded a YC and Techstars-backed startup, and spent the last few years in crypto thinking about how decentralized systems actually distribute — or fail to distribute — power.

These days I'm interested in AI, what it means for geopolitics, and whether the people building it are asking the right questions.

I think in English, grew up in Russian, learned Mandarin just because it was hard, gave my heart to Spanish, and am currently losing a battle with German grammar.

Val sitting with her Rottweiler

Main quests

Now

Head of Product Design, Offchain Labs (Arbitrum)

If it has pixels, I run it: arbitrum.io, portal.arbitrum.io, bridge.arbitrum.io, and offchainlabs.com. Design for an ecosystem securing $17.6B.

Highlights

  • Age 10, got my first job by posting a Craigslist ad. Age 24, founded a SaaS company, acquired by HubSpot. Forbes 30 Under 30.
  • Security analyst at Google, then product designer
  • Melanoma researcher at Stanford; qualified for an undergrad position while still in high school
  • Researched the technical infrastructure of censorship in China under a Fulbright

Also

Product management, drone robotics FACES, APW, SABF, BTIC - an alphabet soup of youth leadership grants in China, Australia, Argentina, and New York

Side quests

acro
downhill laps
duo trapeze
figure skating
archery training with tim ferriss
wrestling
welding

Selected work

Things built with code, curiosity, and AI.

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Recent thoughts

Musings in the human condition.

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Thoughts

Musings in the human condition.

Recycling your emotions is no bueno

Recycling your emotions is no bueno

You're better off offering them a cup of tea.

Have you ever met someone who you'd describe as "bitter" or "anxious"? Those people have been recycling their emotions.

When you recycle emotions, they harden. Anger recycled turns into bitterness. Fear recycled turns into anxiety. Gratefulness recycled turns into happiness.

When you don't let your brain process an emotion fully, when you run from it, it stays in the back of your mind. When you don't accept and acknowledge and give space to the fear or anger you feel, it festers.

The more you run from acknowledging your fears, the more you recycle those negative emotions. The more you recycle them, the more they become a part of who you are, instead of just a thing you occasionally experience.

Next time your anger or fear arises, acknowledge it explicitly. Welcome it as a natural part of being alive. I literally imagine opening a door and saying "Welcome" to the dark feeling and offering it a cup of tea. I tell this emotion that it's okay for it to exist.

Try it :) You'll find that this terrible emotion that you don't want to experience just fades away. Once it's welcomed, once you stop resisting it, your nervous system calms down and you will feel peace.

Emotions last at most 90 seconds. By acknowledging your fear, you're able to control it. Awareness brings control.

When you stop running and avoiding your negative emotions, then you stop recycling them.

Projects

Things built with code, curiosity, and AI.

informedgirl.com

Women's HealthSkincareResearch

Up-to-date analysis of the latest findings on women's health, skincare, anti-aging, pesticides, and microplastics.

ai-incest.com

AuditabilityAccountabilityAI

Exploring how AI's are related and who might be able to audit who.

Verifiable Claude

AIBlockchainClaude APIBrave API

Borrowing fraud proofs from blockchain to build a verification layer for AI. What if Claude had to prove its claims?