I like to take systems apart and ask why they were built that way.

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I grew up in the Bay Area, lived in China on a Fulbright, and now call Zürich home. Along the way I've worked at Google, co-founded a YC and Techstars-backed startup, and spent the last few years in crypto thinking about how decentralized systems actually distribute — or fail to distribute — power.

These days I'm interested in AI, what it means for geopolitics, and whether the people building it are asking the right questions.

I think in English, grew up in Russian, learned Mandarin just because it was hard, gave my heart to Spanish, and am currently losing a battle with German grammar.

Val sitting with her Rottweiler

Main quests

Now

Head of Product Design, Offchain Labs (Arbitrum)

If it has pixels, I run it: arbitrum.io, portal.arbitrum.io, bridge.arbitrum.io, and offchainlabs.com. Design for an ecosystem securing $17.6B.

Highlights

  • Age 10, got my first job by posting a Craigslist ad. Age 24, founded a SaaS company, acquired by HubSpot. Forbes 30 Under 30.
  • Security analyst at Google, then product designer
  • Melanoma researcher at Stanford; qualified for an undergrad position while still in high school
  • Researched the technical infrastructure of censorship in China under a Fulbright

Also

Product management, drone robotics FACES, APW, SABF, BTIC - an alphabet soup of youth leadership grants in China, Australia, Argentina, and New York

Side quests

acro
downhill laps
duo trapeze
figure skating
archery training with tim ferriss
wrestling
welding

Selected work

Things built with code, curiosity, and AI.

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Recent thoughts

Musings in the human condition.

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Thoughts

Musings in the human condition.

The science of anxiety

The science of anxiety

Anxiety follows the same neural pathways as learning.

If you almost got hit by a car at an intersection, the next time you approach that intersection you'll feel a dose of fear. This is your brain's way of teaching you "there is danger here." This is our sympathetic nervous system (SNS) firing. Physical manifestations include: abdominal pain, chest pain, fatigue, dizziness, insomnia, headaches.

Fear is our most powerful biological learning tool. Anxiety, at its core, is fear turned into habitual worry.

Scientifically speaking, fear is the most painful experience for our brains. Feeling a lack of control is also very painful. In order to feel less pain, our brains aim to get some control over the fear. This "control" manifests as "worry." If we are thinking about something, then we have some control over it. This protects us.

When does worrying turn into anxiety?

When it becomes habitual. When you wake up in the morning and experience racing thoughts, you're experiencing fear. If you don't explicitly acknowledge and accept that "I am afraid of ___ right now," then you're setting yourself up for an anxiety response.

Anxiety happens when you recycle "worry." Instead of accepting and welcoming the fact that you're experiencing fear, you unknowingly suppress that emotion and bandaid it with worry. The fear didn't go away though.

Worrying without addressing the underlying fear is a net loss. The fear will persist and the worry doesn't actually address it.

A note on psych drugs

Anti-anxiety drugs are most often in the "benzo-" chemical group. Benzos decrease anxiety but in doing so they also inhibit your learning pathways. You really can't have one without the other. Taking psych drugs isn't bad — sometimes they are the only viable path — but you should know the price they come at and proceed with extreme caution.

Projects

Things built with code, curiosity, and AI.

informedgirl.com

Women's HealthSkincareResearch

Up-to-date analysis of the latest findings on women's health, skincare, anti-aging, pesticides, and microplastics.

ai-incest.com

AuditabilityAccountabilityAI

Exploring how AI's are related and who might be able to audit who.

Verifiable Claude

AIBlockchainClaude APIBrave API

Borrowing fraud proofs from blockchain to build a verification layer for AI. What if Claude had to prove its claims?